Last friday 11.02.2012
i realize somethings seems amiss but i couldn't point it out.
Saturday 12.02.2012
i've sent him a message that i didn't mean to make him think i wanna br8k up w/ him, we Quarreled then i started crying... its not my 1st time 2 cry for someone i really love, but its my 1st time 2 cry w/ a tight feeling in my heart it doesn't seem normal, it doesn't seem abnormal either... its just strange! i know i can be really stupid sometimes specially bout' love, at 1st, i told myself not 2 fall inluv w/ him TOO MUCH... but my heart can't stop loving him & giving it all is all i can do. how i wish i can teach my heart, but i can't.
He makes me laugh, smile & cry. All this things makes me feel like im OBSSESED w/ someone as characteristic as he is. whenever i can't feel him around me, he doesn't call, chat, sms or even wall post me at FB, i will always go CRAZY & sometimes think of NEGATiVE stuffs. Since that day i was heart broken by someone i've trust my whole life, i have been suffering w/ depression & nobody knows until today. My depression is severe & i can be really aggressive if this continues. i wanna cure myself by letting go of the past & looking forward 2 the future but everything seems FALLiNG APART between me & HiM
if he's gone in my life FOREVER, i don't know what else 2 think or do, he is the drug in me & he's the 1st one that i am OBSSESED & iNLOVE w/ ... I can be a gud GF but i can't help myself 2 do it, i need myself 2 be helped by him & him 2 teach me how 2 be a gud or a gr8 GF 2 him. coz i don't want this relationship 2 end & i would try my very best 2 make everything back 2 normal again. iLoveHim as much as iLoveMySelf, iTrustHim, i Am OBSSESED truly & deeply w/ his love :(
i can't fight this feelings anymore & i know 1 day he will leave me & say nothing at all but gudbye. when that time comes, i'll be at my missery & i know i'll be back 2 my old bad habbit... TAKiNG REVENGE!
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Last friday 11.02.2012
i realize somethings seems amiss but i couldn't point it out.
Saturday 12.02.2012
i've sent him a message that i didn't mean to make him think i wanna br8k up w/ him, we Quarreled then i started crying... its not my 1st time 2 cry for someone i really love, but its my 1st time 2 cry w/ a tight feeling in my heart it doesn't seem normal, it doesn't seem abnormal either... its just strange! i know i can be really stupid sometimes specially bout' love, at 1st, i told myself not 2 fall inluv w/ him TOO MUCH... but my heart can't stop loving him & giving it all is all i can do. how i wish i can teach my heart, but i can't.
He makes me laugh, smile & cry. All this things makes me feel like im OBSSESED w/ someone as characteristic as he is. whenever i can't feel him around me, he doesn't call, chat, sms or even wall post me at FB, i will always go CRAZY & sometimes think of NEGATiVE stuffs. Since that day i was heart broken by someone i've trust my whole life, i have been suffering w/ depression & nobody knows until today. My depression is severe & i can be really aggressive if this continues. i wanna cure myself by letting go of the past & looking forward 2 the future but everything seems FALLiNG APART between me & HiM
if he's gone in my life FOREVER, i don't know what else 2 think or do, he is the drug in me & he's the 1st one that i am OBSSESED & iNLOVE w/ ... I can be a gud GF but i can't help myself 2 do it, i need myself 2 be helped by him & him 2 teach me how 2 be a gud or a gr8 GF 2 him. coz i don't want this relationship 2 end & i would try my very best 2 make everything back 2 normal again. iLoveHim as much as iLoveMySelf, iTrustHim, i Am OBSSESED truly & deeply w/ his love :(
i can't fight this feelings anymore & i know 1 day he will leave me & say nothing at all but gudbye. when that time comes, i'll be at my missery & i know i'll be back 2 my old bad habbit... TAKiNG REVENGE!
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