Forever Young

hey SadDay :((
Sunday, February 5, 2012 ? 0 Atashinchi ?
CRYiNG LiKE HELL now :(( coz of HiM GETTiNG JEALOUS BOUT' SOMETHiNG HE's NOT SUPPOSED TO GET JEALOUS ABOUT!!!

it hurts 2 see him FLiRTiNG w/ someone PURPOSELY just 2 make me JEALOUS! & it WORKS! seriously, that prank HURTS ALOT!!!
idk what else to think & idk what else to say so here i am blogging bout' what i feel right now :(( it doesn't make any sense at all i mean, i was talking to my guy friend then all of a sudden he get jealous & tricked me. i hate it when people does that 2 me, it is NOT FUNNY or EXCiTiNG, it provokes me to kill someone & just cut their throat then chop them into pieces & burn them!

YEA! That's what i feel like doing ryt now... but i can't do that ofcourse, THAT iS A CRiME, i just wish he doesn't need 2 go 2 Gino's house :(( i wish he could say "Gino, im not going coz i need to comfort my GF." but he can't & i know he would not! i am STiLL crying ryt now :(( idk y the tears keep on falling >.< Yes, i know iLoveHim more than any one could have ever imagined, i didn't even imagined that i'll FALL iNLUV DEEPLY & MADLY 2 a guy like him who looks so simple but yet, makes me laugh like mad!

so yea. HE DiD TRiCKED ME BY PULLiNG A STUNT OF "Flirting w/ some random whore!" <--- i know that's MEAN! but i am ANGRY >.<|| but i cannot HATE HiM for long though :( coz my heart says iLoveHim no matter what happeneds & i do need him NOW 2 stay & comfort me :( i wish he could come beside me ryt now & say "Sorry, coz i've made u cry and iLoveÜ." but that can never happened i mean not now coz we're so FAR AWAY FROM EACH OTHER YET SO NEAR AT HEART
so...
shall end my post here :"(
byeee.

- broken heart can be fixed, but once fixed it can never be PERFECT!


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