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DEPRESSiON :(

Tuesday, February 7, 2012 ? 0 Atashinchi ?

Hey, i thought my day would be gr8 but i guess not:(( i want my Papa Jerrald to smile always & not 2 get upset by anyone specially me :(

he's in a very depressing time ryt now & i can't do anything bout' it coz im too far away. I wanna help him, i really do but what can i do ryt? My mom can't do anything either >.< i feel so useless :(( & on top of it all...

i HATE PEOPLE WHO ACCUSE HiM OF SOMETHiNG HE DiDN'T DO! WHY CAN'T THEY JUST LEAVE HiM ALONE?!? i feel like throwing some bomb at his work place & ask him 2 go out of that hell whole & i'll let it explode! i dun care eventhough there will be some innocent people who will die inside his work place, i just dun want him 2 be... ACCUSED!!! its not fair & i think its seriously FUCKED UP! i mean it :( i never ever even accuse him but why do they ryt? im starting to hate people who gets in his way & ruined his mood like nobody's business :( i feel so dumb being here in Singapore while his in Philippines living a hard time, i know he can't do those things & i know he will never do it :(

i always want him 2 smile, laugh no matter what & to be honest, my heart breaks when he's in a bad mood or in a sad mood, it make me feel like hugging him & say "Everything will be alryt so dun think bout' it." but how can i do that when im so far away? how can i comfort him when i can't even touch his face?

- i wish i can have the whole day w/ him. just me& him so i can xpress what i feel deep down. sadness, anxiety, happiness & love<3
- i wish i can be w/ him ryt now & make his sorrow go away :(
&
- i wish THOSE PEOPLE WHO ACCUSE HiM OF SOMETHiNG HE DiDN'T DO GET PUNiSHED & DiE iN A TERRiBLE ACCiDENT >:))

*bad girl.

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