Forever Young

Sad day:(
Wednesday, July 30, 2008 ? 3 Atashinchi ?
Today... Is the worst day ever!!!... I feel dying:( I want to go home and I don't want to come to school anymore... I want to die with him and be peaceful forever... Without him I feel very sad and incomplete:( I'll miss him... Hi's not my boyfriend, however he is my 13 years best friend... 1 month ago he visited me... And now his gone! I treat him like my own cousin and now his gone I don't feel that I have a reason to live! Why my life is something like a puzzle? Why am I still alive? I don't have any reason to live! I don't care anymore if someone will get angry, sad, upset and I also don't care if they will think I'm stupid or what. I just want to die! Sorry if I'm saying this... Chee Seng, Bryan, Melvin, Jian Xiang, Harun, Joyce, Jonerton, Amalia, Don my whole class, my friends, my whole family and my beloved boy friend... I'm sorry to all of you if I make you all very worried about my situation... I'm thankful that I have you all in my life:) But, there's no reason for me to live in this world! Thank you for being there when I need you all:) I appreciate all the help! My life is just too hard for me... My heart screams because it's very pain and had to believe that my best friend for 13 years who I treat like a cousin is totally gone:( I don't know what to do... Should I live or should I die? Please... Give me a reason to live! If there's no reason, I should die...


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