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For Chee Seng!

Friday, July 25, 2008 ? 1 Atashinchi ?

:( I'm posting again... I feel mix confuse, sad, angry, shock and heartless!!!... Chee Seng, if your viewing my blog right now!!!... I have to tell you that I just finish reading your blog and I feel sorry because, there's nothing! I mean my heart doesn't have any space for you!!!... I'm so sorry to tell you this... But just accept the truth that... Even though i try my best... I force myself to love you but, I can't... I force my self to like you, I also can't!!!... There's no way to force myself to like you! I know that you love me alot... You love me very deep♥ but you see... Even though I try I can't... I'm so sorry I can't...! If you can just see me while I'm posting this... You can see me crying hard!!!... I don't mean to make you sad, angry or anything else! I also don't mean to hurt you! It's just that it's so hard for me to accept you! I do love my stead... I do love Darren too...! To tell you the truth! I love my stead more than Darren!!!... I'm not saying that Darren is better than you... I'm stating the fact that there is really no chance... No anything for you with me!!!... I don't mean to hurt someone... I don't mean to hurt you! But if u really love me...? Please just give up! That's all I'm asking for... If you really love me you will do anything for me right? You will do anything to make me happy am I right? Well I'm asking you to give up because, it's very hard for me to see you standing there while I'm loving someone!!... I mean you keep waiting and waiting but there is nothing! I'm so sorry... I'm begging you to give up! That's all you can do to make me happy and free!... I'm very sorry:( I hope we can still be friends! Don't be angry OK? I'm so so so sorry!

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